HannahNicole

..or at least my mom can't. For the past three months she's made several promises to me, and has failed at keeping every single one of them. Something I was extremely excited about (getting my hair cut), she failed to keep. I woke up this morning and when I asked her about calling to make an appt. to get it done, she answered me with a simple - yet dissapointing - "Let me think about it". It isn't fair. This is totally getting out of hand. A week ago she promised me I could get Subway for lunch at PEP, I ended up eating chips and Reese's for lunch. I don't understand it.

My brothers (Alex & George) are getting into some really bad stuff, and I have proof. I'm worried about them, especially Alex. He's been working himself to pieces. Things get much worse than "simple" drinking problems and staying at his girlfriend's house. But I can't tell my parents, they'd force them both to move out and that would be worse for the both of them. If they moved away they'd get into deeper trouble, and that's exactly what I don't need.

On the plus side, I spent the day at Abbey's house yesterday and that was a blast :D She turned 15, which is still mind boggling o.O I got her a yellow and purple plaid tunic that gathers below the bust (LOL), and it looks fabulous on her! We went to the mall and she bought a blue and black dress that is gorgeous and I bought black and white striped Ray-Bands only to have Reenie tease me that they 'fakes' lol. "OMFG, they're FAKES!!" who cares? They still look cool. And they have mirror lenses xD I told Gene about them and he's like "Ray-Bands? Wha..?".

I also told Gene about the hair cut I'm getting and he goes "o.O hawt lol". Haha.

Well.. I should probably get to my school. Goodbye.

-HannahhNicole™

..or at least my mom can't. For the past three months she's made several promises to me, and has failed at keeping every single one of them. Something I was extremely excited about (getting my hair cut), she failed to keep. I woke up this morning and when I asked her about calling to make an appt. to get it done, she answered me with a simple - yet dissapointing - "Let me think about it". It isn't fair. This is totally getting out of hand. A week ago she promised me I could get Subway for lunch at PEP, I ended up eating chips and Reese's for lunch. I don't understand it.

My brothers (Alex & George) are getting into some really bad stuff, and I have proof. I'm worried about them, especially Alex. He's been working himself to pieces. Things get much worse than "simple" drinking problems and staying at his girlfriend's house. But I can't tell my parents, they'd force them both to move out and that would be worse for the both of them. If they moved away they'd get into deeper trouble, and that's exactly what I don't need.

On the plus side, I spent the day at Abbey's house yesterday and that was a blast :D She turned 15, which is still mind boggling o.O I got her a yellow and purple plaid tunic that gathers below the bust (LOL), and it looks fabulous on her! We went to the mall and she bought a blue and black dress that is gorgeous and I bought black and white striped Ray-Bands only to have Reenie tease me that they 'fakes' lol. "OMFG, they're FAKES!!" who cares? They still look cool. And they have mirror lenses xD I told Gene about them and he's like "Ray-Bands? Wha..?".

I also told Gene about the hair cut I'm getting and he goes "o.O hawt lol". Haha.

Well.. I should probably get to my school. Goodbye.

-HannahhNicole™

Here's a photo that I edited today :D

I think I'm getting sick, because I've been sneezing all day long. Then again.. who knows, it could just be allergies knowing me. My eyes were tearing up like crazy yesterday, don't know what that's about.

School went okay today.. I didn't finish until a few minutes ago.

I went to the library and picked up a new book. My mom said she wants to read it first, but she'll eventually forget about it so I don't have to worry about anything - I'll just sneak it in the house when it's dark outside. lol I'm so bad. But the last five books I read she said she wanted to read first and never did, and she knew I had read them first anyways so she probably doesn't care.

I really want Sydne to come over on Thursday!!!

I should take my shower now..

-HannahNicole

Verse 1

I don't wanna write another song about the way we used to laugh

I don't wanna cry another tear

I'm not making excuses anymore

'Cause I don't need them anymore

Chorus

Don't even think about it

Don't even laugh about it

I'm not letting you back in

I've got my lessons learned

and now I hold my head up high

...'cause this is goodbye

Verse 2

I don't need to worry about you

You've provided all the proof

You won't even shed a single tear

You'll be just fine with all you friends

I've got mine 'till the end

Chorus x1

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Bridge

Honey, you're such a lie

I see what's on the inside

Honey, dontchya know

I'm not a little girl no more..

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Chorus x1

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-HannahNicole

I am currently working on my debate case. I thought it was supposed to have it done by the 26th, but turns out - I was wrong - and I have to have it done by tomorrow. I'm going crazy. I have my basic outline down, now I just need to gather a little bit more evidence and finish writing out the case and it'll be done. I really need to stop procrastinating, it's getting in the way.

If that doesn't seem bad enough, I haven't even touched my PEP homework, and all I've done school-wise today is reading (and technically I didn't do that today, I did it last night at 11:45PM). My life is becoming insane! I also have to get on top of the huge mess in my room, take a shower, make sure I have my musical theory homework done, go to my voice lesson and my musical theory class with Joy, say a quick "Hello, goodbye *hug*" to Angie, pick up dinner at Mickey Dee's with the babysitting money I earned (more details on that in a minute), stuff my food in my mouth, go to band practice at church, go to youth group, talk to Mr.Reed about performing on Sunday morning, gather up all of my stuff, go home, and revise my debate case as much as possible before I have to go to bed. And through it all I've managed to keep clear, oil-free skin! *sigh* What am I going to do with myself?

This morning I babysat two of the cutest little girls I have ever met - by myself! I had never met them before. In fact, I had never met any of these people before. I'll explain: 

Mrs. Kenyon called my mom last night asking me if I could babysit once a week for 10 weeks for eighty something bucks all together (!!!). It's at this Bible study at Redland Church where I don't know any of these people and I get a ride home with this really nice lady who leads the Bible study every Wednesday morning (my mom drops there). The down side is that I have to wake up at 8:30 to get there. But that really isn't anything considering for the past couple of days I've been getting up at 5:30 (o.O). But hey, it's eighty bucks I didn't have before! And the two little girls are precious. One of them will do anything and everything I say with a smile on her face. She's two and a half with the most adorable face. Her name is Ellie. The other one is three and a half and she likes to trick me - a lot. She's constantly scaring me from behind corners and such, which makes Ellie laugh her little bum off (haha) - not to mention me. Her name is Makayla, and she's also a little cute :D

Overall.. my day has been pretty hectic, but I love it.

- HannahNicole

P.S. I have a new song to post soon!